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Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Day 6 & 7, Monday & Tuesday, January 6 & 7, 2014

No, I didn't forget about you guys. I just really didn't want
to sit down and write out what I have to say.

Gonna combine two days into one here. You'll probably see
me do this quite a few times. This first week has been
awful, just plain and simple. On Monday, my oldest cat
Timmy started getting sick. Now he's at the point where
he can't eat or won't eat I can't figure out which, barely
drinks, and can barely walk. He just wobbles around the
house and eventually falls over. Now I'd love to get him
to the vet, but I can't because we're iced and snowed in.
Because for whatever reason, the district rarely cleans
our street in these winter events. So I can't even get
him any medical treatment for another few days. And if I
took him out in these subzero temperatures, that would kill
him. That would be the end. Add on to the fact that the
funeral for Great Aunt Nina was Tuesday, and I've had it.

Honestly, I don't know what else to say. My great aunt is
gone. My best friend is dying. I know he's a cat but he's
still my best friend. I got him when I was just 5 years old
so he's just about 16 years old now. I just hate to see
him in this state. I don't know if he's suffering but I
really hope he isn't. Because other than trying every hour
to get him to eat something or anything, and making him
as comfortable as I can make him, it's out of my hands.
Just the thought of losing someone else in the same week,
I can't handle it. That's about all I have to say. Expect
tomorrow's to be more of the same. Expect most of the days
from this point until this problem blows over to be the same.

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